Why?

Why do I spend so much time worrying?

I worry when you are here. 

I worry when you’re not. 

I worry when you’re on the phone and you hide it quickly. 

I worry when you are on the computer.

I worry where you’ve been.

I worry about who you’ve been with.

Why did it take you so long to get back last night?  Where were you?

31/05/11

Suspicious Minds

Fuck you.  

It makes me suspicious.  Why won’t you mention her name?  Why do you hide your phone?  You were obviously shitting yourself earlier when I was on your phone.  Trying to get it back off me in case I saw her name and the fact that you were messaging her.  Thank you for ruining the weekend.  I thought we had a good time that weekend until then celebrating Ben's birthday.

29/5/11

Definitely random mumblings

YOU KNOW WHAT – I DON’T GIVE A FUCK ANY MORE

YOU CAN GO SCREW WHO YOU LIKE

YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU LIKE

I DON’T CARE!!!!!

I am tired of crying over you and what you are doing to me

Tracy James

Cocacola girl

Sarah Dibley

Misty Tim/Ella

These are just the ones I remember off the top of my head.  I don’t actually care if you have screwed them or not.  You are fucking with my mind.  Are you trying to send me insane – cos it’s working.

It’s all about you and what you want – whatever you want you get – amateur radio, flying, going to America for it, fireworks shit, now disco stuff.  And who is there at the bottom of it – that’s right me.  Trailing along pleasing everyone apart from me.  Well that’s over – it’s now about me and what i want now.

I am fed up of you deliberately not mentioning her name.  Even when I know she is where you are.  Card from all her friends – written by her and her only – that’s a bit creepy isn’t it. 

Why would she send you a wish list of pervy gear?

Why is your phone locked – it never has been before – why now.

So many fb messages on your phone bill – chat?

Why would you want to go and pick her up with flowers and chocs – you don’t even do that for me.

You make me sick

Websites – your profile is on at least 2 dating websites if not more.  That’;s why you get message from them – they are not junk – you signed up for them.  Married and looking??????  You boast about being married for 17 years and not wanting to split up.  This would only happen if you get found out!!!!

26/5/11