It's so difficult

I am finding it very difficult to be anything resembling affectionate towards you at the moment.  

I reckon this is because I know you are on the lookout for someone or something else, not me.  That makes it very confusing.  As soon as you knew you were going to Portsmouth, you were looking and inviting straightaway.

Makes me feel really good and not unwanted at all!!!!

21/6/11